The world has so much to offer, but you still have no idea. You live in your own little environment, and even that brings you times to your limit.
My name is Maria, I'm 15 years old and I'm from Germany. :)
Begin to live, you can already exist, do something else. Be a person, not a body.
Dead you're still long enough my dear.
Move your ass and go outside in the nature. Your mind will thank you. Forget everything what is bad and do what is the best for you.